ThE OnE AND OnLY

Bulan Mei dah sampai ke penghujungnya…..aku rasa a bit relief, hmmm…relief from my hectic life….start daripada awal bln nie keje memang byk, marking final exam papers, driving test, settle my home loan, gi KL ada pro dgn cc, n etc. But at the end everything went well, cuma satu jer aku belum buat, which i will settle in the phase 2 of this yr. Yes, this yr i divided my life into two phases, phase 1 and 2. duration jan - mei phase 1, june - dec. phase 2. Apa yg aku plan utk phase 1 semua nya ok. harap2 phase 2 pun camtu gak. Thn nie aku byk jumpa doctor maybe its not a good yr for my health, but i hope things will get better, soon. Byk benda yg aku accomplish dlm bln nie, dpt Lesen kereta, beli one unit apartment, my home entertainment set (40" LCD TV n home theatre), my circle of friends, the good achievements of me students (3 org dapat A+4.00), and dpt bt reunion jmpa member2 lama. How i miss them, how i wish they all are here wit me so we can spend time togehter and do stuff together. Despite all these, i still feel something is missing….That something i have to find out for myself….wit time i will…In the mean time, it is fair to give meself a break, rewarding myself a trip…..brunei here i come, my flight is on the 4th june…..aku tak tahu sama ada ianya satu kebetulan atau tidak, my BF (best friend) will be there too…..hope we party hard there (hmmm…..brunei + party = boleh ngam ker hehehehe…), time is so envious of us having fun, so enjoy life while u still can. Disebabkan prinsip hidup aku ini, aku g air terjun Sedim, g padang besar, g langkawi, brunei etc…..aku malas nak fikir, mcm aku cerita kat blog aku yg lepas, I just do it……Next mnth is june, start aku punyer phase 2….harap2 everything will run smoothly….i want things to happen according to my expectation not others which is within my reach…aku tidak mahu kecewa mengejar pelangi…aku hanya mahu melakukan yg terbaik….(hmm…aku rasa aku dah kluar topik nie..hehehhee….) ok la aku stop kat sini, b4 aku tersasar lbh jauh…Thanks to my friends (if u read this blog) yg spend time karaoke, lepak and stuff kat KL last weekend. Bila nak serang penang hehehe…..Thanks to government for the pay raise (merasa jugala govt servant mcm aku nie nak upgrade kereta sport BMW dua pintu tu nantikan hehehhee……) ok la ciow…aircond pun dah takder nie ( ni lah opis govt, puk 5pm dah tutup aircond, camner nak maju :P)………panas, panas…..

iam physically, emotionally and mentally tired. In need of breaks……