ThE OnE AND OnLY

im still stuck here in brunei…..what am im doing here when ppl desperately need me there back in me hometown..i feel sad, guilty and anger, sorry doesnt mean a thing right now. but what else can i do…flights ticket to kch are sold out. there is no way for me to go back in this nick of time….She loves me the most, she give me everything that i want, i know that she missed me when im not around for the past years….time flies….now shes gone…and im not there….i want to see her for the last time…hiding in my hotel room, afraid of ppl might see me sadness …hiding my emotion pretending as everything is fine are not working well for me…i feel useless…Wait for me, ill be there this fri the 15th, although i know this time she will not be waiting to give me her kisses and hug. All is left are the memories that we spent together….I LOVE U grandma..hope u rest in peace…may god bless ur soul….