ThE OnE AND OnLY

Its such a long3 time i havent update this blog…..hmmm.. i guess my life is quite hectic at the moment, the way i want it to be. Hurmmmm…i dont know what to write actually just contemplating with time. today is 19 October, 2nd last week before the semester come to the end. it was quite a joyride this semester, there were sad, fun and happy moments….love????? there is no love at the moment…to tired of thinking about love…wonder why people always asking about love, all around people are in love….but there are some who seek love because they are lonely…is that right. Loneliness is the main excuse of being love, i dont know…juz tired of people asking me about love, and wanting to love me…….i have lost my faith in love, yet i know time will give me the chance to find true love…..Why am i  writing love…its a boring topic heheheeeeee…..maybe im in love now….Shhhhh…..maybe im in love with them or they are in love with me….yup, not one but a few….phewwwwwww….its hard to know whether the person has the feeling or get the message….saying that im thinking of you til its hurt, worrying about you when you are in need/sick and sms you juz to talk about silly things hahahaaaa….I REALLY MISS YOU….wish i have to courage to say that…..life is kinda miserable when u r in love…..but what happen if a person like you or fallen for you but at the same time you just want to be friends…..i dont know i think i didnt do anything wrong, maybe they got the wrong signal…lets talk about something else, hmmm….nah still wanting to talk about love heheeeee…how do you know if someone is fallen for you, are there any sign…..im so lost in this topic….anyway we shared the same birthday, so sweet right hahahaaaa…..but then….dont want to talk about it here…only for close friends heheheeee…..but i think  its gonna get better in times……im ok dont worry…why suddenly i feel kinda silly writing this nonsense heheheeeee…..my work is ok, nothing new…just cant wait to be a student again…working (teaching) life is so boring…doing the same things over and over again…….wish i were in different line, meeting different people each and everyday……not working with clients that reminds you that you are getting older day by day..heheheheee…..enough about me….i need to rest….being in love is tiring heheeee…till then……..